Welp its 6 days late but at least its now than never. Happy New Year everyone.
The last few months have been a roller coaster for me. Many high and low points of all different types. Yet, most of all I haven't been able to do as much here as I would have liked. That has been a trend this past year. I have had moments where I could spend weeks working on art and rping with friends, then weeks of nothing.
The causes have been a mixture of school and work. I tried my hand at going to a university, which was a lot of hard work in itself but the drive was killing me too. I would spend a total of 3 hours in a car during my school days, it was very hard on me. Also the classes I need are so sporatic that it makes it hard for me to make a schedule that would fit into 2 days so I wouldn't have to drive so much. In the end I am going to pull myself out of there. Maybe try to find alternative universities that offer online courses or are closer to where I live (at least not hour and a half away and can get snowed in during the winter).
I also have recently gotten a job. It is a seasonal position at Target that is ending at the end of this week. It was hard in its own way. A lot of communication with guests (customers) and pressure from my leads and bosses to get my work done. I was having a hard time there so in a way I am happy that I am getting laid off. Yet at the same time this means I will have to find another place of employment. I have a feeling that it will be hard right now since its an odd time of the year, might have to wait a month or two until I find anything worth applying to.
Anyway enough with the sob stories. 2014 was a hard year, however, I feel like I have grown some from it. I have done things in that year alone that I haven't done in my whole life. I am proud of it even if things didn't all work out. It just makes me hopeful that 2015 will be better.